Welcome to the inside of my head.

55. So it begins

It is that horrible time of year again… exam revision. This has got to be the most depressing, frustrating and lonely part of my degree.

Depressing

Revision means the end of my social life (which I was trying to fit in as much as possible beforehand). I have this bad habit of really letting myself go when I don’t have to go out. It’s only been a few days and my hair is already greasy, I smell like curry, my face is pasty and I’m sitting here at my desk in my onesie. Please no-one ring the doorbell.

This is also the time I will do ANYTHING to avoid revision such as:

  • cleaning… everything
  • ironing things I never wear
  • organising my computer files
  • reading old emails because I don’t even know why
  • playing Neopets
  • watching re-runs of House
  • helping OTHER people with their revision
  • and my personal favourite…complaining about revision…which is what I’m doing now.

Every year I tell myself, I will makes good revision notes while I’m studying the module and every year I end up making them in April. Such a horrible horrible cycle of not learning from my mistakes. *shakes fist*

To makes things worse, I feel hungry pretty much all the time (I think this some psychological ploy made by my scumbag brain to further avoid revision) so I eat up eating everything so now not only am I not working, I’m also getting fat. Dammit.

Frustrating

It sucks having to sit in my room trying to convince myself to get work done. It’s not like I don’t have any motivation. I desperately want to get a First in every module this year (with the exception of Managerial Economics) but clearly I want to watch cat videos on Youtube more. I am convinced that it doesn’t matter where you start from on Youtube, you WILL eventually end up on baby or cat videos.

Lonely

Revision is lonely. It’s something you have to do by yourself. To do this, you have to commit to being holed up in your room with only your fan heater and your music for company which is pretty darn sad. The shitty weather here in the UK does nothing to lighten the mood either. My parents, bless them, do so much to make sure I have what I need. They pop in and say hello and bring me tea but they can’t exactly help me when I’m stuck on a proof or if I’ve forgotten how to integrate. Le sigh.

With all this said, so far today I’ve been quite good. I’m on Chapter 5 (of 19) of Credit Scoring and I aim to finish up to Chapter 7. I will let you know how I far I get next time.

Good luck to anyone else who is also revising!

Over and Out!

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Comments on: "55. So it begins" (11)

  1. Very amusing, very funny graphics, good honest writing, a very nice start to my morning! We all battle with procrastination to some degree, I really believe that. At least I can say, I do! Best of luck with the revisions, even if “it is not this day!” haha gotta love Viggo!

  2. I’m procrastinating writing my final essay for my final semester. Glad to see I’m not the only one that uses Neopets to waste time. Good luck with it all!

  3. Story of my life! 😦

  4. pallaksharma24 said:

    I hate revisions. Because revisions are meant to be “revisions” but in my case, it’s like “studying it for the first time”. I have to go through all over once again. 😦

  5. pallaksharma24 said:

    And yes, I have my exams too! 😉

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